Sunday, December 13, 2009

Finally

Ah, finally..

The clock struck, and the axe swings.

THUD.

There goes my Vice President position. And my burden of guilt.

A sigh of relief.


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It's not easy to take up the courage to face the fact that you are a failure at something. To admit that you fail. And to face it.

It's tough but you have to face it to move on.

I've been guilt ridden for the past 2 month. I know I'm not doing good. Then why am I still a VP? I should speak up. Say something! Do something! But instead, I let time fly pass, things to drag, and hope the dust will settle itself.

All these while, feeling more and more guilty.

The saying in Chinese is correct. 'Pro-longed pain, why not shorten the pain?'

Today, I decided to take the heat and fall on my sword.


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Wai Leong said, 'It's hard to earn respect and recognition but it's easy to lose.'

I want to start over. I don't want anything but to be part of the team and your friend again.

Let's hope next semester bring yet another new experiences, and surprise!

I can't wait for semester to start!

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