Decisions: With An Exclamation Point

So many things has come and pass me by. Christmas, New Year, events, feelings, emotions. So much more. I couldn't recap.

Time has come and gone. And furthermore too lazy to spell out my life if you get what I mean. Life is of course for living. Unless you're planning to write a memoirs, I don't supposed you're to make copies of your life in paper? ;)

Well, for starters I'm really starting back up now. With the new semester coming in, and with grades to catch up and of course a kliene vet to mock, so much to do, so much to do. I need focus this time around. Not to mentions all the decisions that come piling up on me.

Phew.. Decisions. God do I hate the words. Choosing from right and wrong. Choosing from this path and the other. Choosing from the back of your palm or the front. Choosing from one future life to another possible future life. Why do we have to choose?

You know, I read this book once, and the story was, well, complex. Let me get to the point. A man who made mistakes, choices, and who decided compared to a woman who never made mistakes, who just pass through life with no regrets, who always be neutral or let just say 'playing safe' all the time. Who's the choosen Holy man?

Guess?

It's the man who made mistakes.

A person is defined from the decisions they made. What decision built what they are. What choice form who they are. Whatever you choose to do says YOU.

The man has risk getting into situations where he knows he's going to have to make a choice, a commitment, a situation. He just basically take risks. And when the time comes, he choose. And that is what prove a person from bad or good, by the decision the make.

The woman on the other hand, never made a bad choice, never regret anything, because she just plainly doesn't take risk. Doesn't put herself in situation where she has to choose. So what can you tell about this woman? Can you say she's the Holy man? Well, she never made a mistake. Not once. What's the ten commandments again? Thou shall not kill, thou shall not steal and so on and so forth? Well, this woman didn't commit a single one.

But she isn't the Holy man but the man is. Why?

Just because? Nope. The woman never have to made a choice. How could you tell how a person is if she refrains from making choices? A person is who they are, bad or good, is based on what they decided.

Good story?

Well, there are reasons. I don't write for crap ;)

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1. I decided to dedicate my time and effort to get better grade this semester.
2. I decided to of course enjoy and chill my time off with, of course a certain person, who is funnily a pig.
3. Get Kenny to be my supervisor, in which case I need an A for my Business Research this semester.

To achieve this, I need to readjust my options.

3. I decided to resign from my position as Manager in my past associated organization.
4. I decided to postponed one semester before deciding whether to retake some of my courses (proves I'm still procrastinating, so much for my story up there) with the excuse of weighing my options regarding the retakes based on this semester results which of course I fully intended to score.

After deciding, phew now I feel so much better.

Hmm... one more thing. I wanna change my Law from Group 1 to Group 2!!! How am I going to persuade the staff to do that? Wish me luck ;)